Headache ==

Gosh. I’m really tired as what I do expected it yesterday. Class at 8am and luckily I make it. All thanks to Daddy, he drove like a mad this morning. Break from 11am to 5pm. Because of my quiz at 5pm, I need to stay for so long. If not, I will ask Daddy to fetch me back since tomorrow I will be busy for the whole day. Got a trip to Melaka for assignment. If it wasn’t because of the 5% participation, trust me, I won’t go. I’m lack of sleep recently. And that makes me feeling uncomfatable lately. Haiz. Anyway, I managed to sleep for at least 40-45minutes today at college, right in front of the aircond and a cooling fan on my left hand side xD met up with Oreo for lunch and then straight to DSA to do some revision. Feels so tired and lazy but my owl and Oreo supported me so much. Today Oreo helped me a lot too. She guided me, she companied me, and more. Haha. But I’m so sorry to her. Due to I wasn’t feeling well, having flu and sorethroat, I really ignored her so much. I just smile only. I talk less today cause I got no water to drink and my throat is freaking pain. I left my bottle water at home, then I went to buy at college, and I left it again in my class. Pity me, right? I’m so tired till cannot think properly already. But all thanks to my good friend which included you (Yuffie), I really did well in my quiz today. Hehehe. Hope my result are good too. Love you girls so much la. Damn happy although I’m tired. Hehe. I can feel the sweetness of my friendship XD and I hope you all are doing well. Good Luck!

Scared^^

As usual, after midterm, HELP will send a letter to our parents about our academic. I'm scared because I didn't tell my parents that I failed my IE and is now repeating that subject. I'm just worry that if my sister opens it, and she will finds out. That time, I'm soon gonna be dead. So, God, please help me. I need your help, your love, and I need you to protect me. I just hope that the postman will only send the letter on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday (optional). Please, can you grant my wish? God, I promise, I will do my best in IE this time! Please. Give me one last chance. Please. Amen.

Tired!!

Well, I’m so tired actually. Spent my day at college from 8am to 5.30pm! Feel so lazy to study but I got quiz tomorrow at 5pm! God, where got people quiz so late one? My class at 8am you know? I will be having break from 11am to 5pm you know? Crazy! Anyway, I’m waiting for my 12.30am show. After that show only I decide whether I wanna study or sleep since I have a long break tomorrow, why not I study tomorrow? Better right? Now my mind also not working, read equals to no read. Lol! By the way, I got all my schedule already. And I realize that I will be super busy and I won’t have the time for my final! Can you imagine that on 18/3 I will be having quiz for CTS, due date for ENG presentation outline, 19/3 study tour to Melaka, 20/3 preparation of slides for THM and so call outline for BUS subject, 21/3 presentation for THM, 24/3 got a presentation for BUS, 25-27/3 I will be going for HMC Leadership Camp, 29/3 I’m having an event evening for WTO, and finally 31/3 is end of the month already. (Another last 1 or 2 more presentation to go between end of March and early April), and sad to say, 9/4 is my FINAL! See, how am I going to study and prepare for my final if my time are mostly taken up? Haiz. And now, I think it’s time for me to stop blogging. I got an outline to submit tomorrow. Haven’t even started typing a word! Hmmm…..

So early ==

Haiz. Damn boring la at 8.40am this morning. Susan got class until 11.30am. Luckily got one boy (Susan’s friend) companied me until 9.05am. His quiz at 10am but he said wanna meet his friend at Ali Maju. Fine, after awhile Susan came. Hehe. Damn happy. But she is leaving me soon for her next class. Hmmm and then, guess who I met? I met Stephanie at the corridor! Hahaha. Told her to stay until 11.30am and she said ok, but she just have to buy some food to eat. And while I was waiting for her, I fell asleep. Till Mas came and poke my nose. Yeah, she was always that naughty. No change. Hahaha. Suddenly our table all full of people. First, 4 people. Then, left me alone. Then, 3 people, to 7 people. From 7 to 5. From 5 to 7. Then 6. Then 5, and finally I was alone again. Till 4pm only I go for quiz with Thushanya. Haha. Told her to take care of my bag before that =)

CTS ah!!

God. Can you believe it? That 20% of midterm I only got 1.76%! I'm such a failure la. Haiz. Ms. Winnie got a shocked too. She was damn worry and kept asking me why. She didn't expect that I will fail. Haiz. I'm so sorry Miss. I was confused between fallacies and etc. I don't wanna disappoint you actually. I saw your face were red and eyes were watery when you lecture us. Sorry Miss. Please, do not give up on us ya, miss! I promise, I will try my best. Hmmm.....

Stress

Seriously, I felt so stress last night when I checked on the e-learning to print my notes for Business quiz on Thursday. As I scroll down, I saw my lecturer posted "Midterm Result!" on the e-learning. I don't have a idea whether to click on it or not as mummy were sitting beside me! I have no guts. But in the end, I clicked and check on my result. Know what? I wasn't that disappoint, yet not that happy for myself too. I knew I will fail, as I got no confident. In the end, I really fail. But, wasn't really a failure though. 20% for midterm which means 10% can already pass. But I only got 9%! Ya, what the fuck right? I just don't understand why Quiz 1 and Midterm marks both are nearer to pass, but just can't pass. Noob right? Hmmm..... It's ok, I know all I can do now is to make sure that I have no careless mistakes on my Quiz 2 and coming final! =)

Forgetful ==

Wonder who forgetful, huh? Ok, it's me! How can someone forget his/her email and password for his/her own blog! Alright, this shows how long I didn't update my blog ya? Anyway, since I have to create a new blog AGAIN, I will definitely start from my recent happenings ya. I am so not gonna waste my time to copy paste. So, if you wanna know, just have a look at my pand4l33@hotmail.com(old blog). Thanks!