No last chance.

Based on my previous blog about mistakes, one of the examples is me myself. Hmmm here is the story. When I was in Secondary school, there is this boy who falls in love with me. Therefore, he approached to me and ask whether I could agree to be couple with him or not. Well, as you know, love is love. I am not going to play with people's heart. Therefore, it took quite some time for me to take into consideration. Hence, by the time I have make up my mind, he is no longer studying in the same school as me. His frien once told me that he had already moved out. Alright, I know I'm too late but it's ok. Of course, I was upset at that time. As both of us do not have any mobile phone and it's hard for us to contact each other. But fine, just last year we managed to contact through facebook and we chat at MSN. Today he told me that he still remember the day when he approached to me, waiting for my answer but too late. He had to follow his parents to move to Setapak due to his father's business. So now, to think about it, I felt so regret. Regretted that why didn't I just tell him earlier? He said if I do tell him earlier, maybe he wouldn't want to move with his parents. But that's not the correct way right? I couldn't be so greedy to stop him from staying with his parents. So, maybe I did a right decision. But, he has been putting the blame on me @@ haiz... Now, I don't know what to do but to blame myself too. Well, anyway, I also did convinced myself by saying that "in this world, there are many other guys that could be better than him" lol... Ok la... Don't wanna think so much already. Time to bed. Dad went for outstation, and the maxis guy is coming over to repair our house line by 10am.. So, I gotta take over my dad's duty... Haha... And as a result, I have to wake up earlier than usual...xD Good Night!

Mistakes.

Well, today I have learnt something in life. In which, everyone does make a mistake. Only thing is, the mistake that we made, on and on, without hesitating to change out attitude will eventually turns out to be regret. And once we regretted, it's already too late to say sorry.

Nuzul Al-Quran

Wuhoo! As you all know, today was Public Holiday for state of Selangor. Hence, mummy is off for today. Hmmmmm... Planned to have breakfast with mummy this morning but her friends are coming to do the kitchen cause mum renovated both her dry and wey kitchen. So, too bad la... But, even though breakfast without mummy, still can makan with sis what... Hehe... Oh yes yes~~ daddy gave us both RM50 again! Muahahahaha..! What a lovely dad we have. =) Oh, ok la... Better stop crapping. Actually, my main motive is to thank both Yuffie and Jin Yi.. Haha... This old aunty forgot her own email address... Therefore, I can't login my blog. Haha... Yeah, I'm calling myself an old lady. ;( But anyway, all thanks to both of them. Yuffie helped to search my blog link whereas Jin Yi checked out my email address lol. Hehe... Guess without them, I think I am still having problem logging in to my blog... In which, I will have a biggg headache. Haha... Ok la, this old aunty wanna sleep already la.. Veeeryyy sleepy. Since last night slept at 4 something and wake at 9am, hmmmmm... Speechless. Hehe... Good Night..!

Hap-py, happy, day.....

Hehe... Of course I'm happy because I get to go shopping today! =) Bought PSP aluminium protector and Memorex ear clips. All together costs me RM70 lol! Sweat... =.=||| Anyway, not only to shop to buy something for myself, but I also helped my sis to cook today. Hehehe... What a niceee spaghetti + potato salad... Thank you jie jie..! Although after cooking will be tiring, but, the food was fantastic! Haha... Thanks a lot... And not to forget, thank you God for providing me food. I love you, Amen. Ok la... I'm quite tired already after shopping and rushing back home to prepare dinner. Hehe... Old already la... Forgive me. =) Also, mummy is not working tomorrow due to Selangor Public Holiday. Therefore, I am going to wake up early to have breakfast with her. Hehe... ;) Good Night!

Haha... Title says it all. It's Monday blue, huh? Hehehe... Well, I got nothing to blog la actually.. Just wanna express how much daddy loves us only.. Haha... He gave us 50 bucks each AGAIN! =) Yay... But no worries, we are such a gooodd girls for today. =) We did not go anywhere instead staying at home watching online movies from our own lappy. Haha... Ok la ok la... Don't wanna let you all jealous for the extra 50 bucks! =) Good Night!

3 weeks of holiday!

I'm staying home doing nothing. =.= Felt so boring already.. Haha... Did not feel the bored on 1st, 2nd and 3rd day of my holiday cause I spent the whole first day sleeping. Hehe... Felt so stressed out cause I did not sleep for the past two nights as I was doing my revision. All thanks to my sis. She helped me a lot though.. She spent her nights accompanying me, guide me, and teach me like she is the one who are sitting for exam. HAHA! Love her so much. Thank you jie jie..! =) Although I did not showed any expression nor even said thank you to you, but I do really appreciate it so much! I don't have to worry anything because I know you can surely solve all my problems. But I must also learn to be independent. Knowing that you will be leaving Malaysia to further your studies.. ;) Good Luck oh! =) And yeah, for my 2nd and 3rd day of holiday, hmmmmm... It actually falls on the weekend. So, yeah... I don't feel bored cause I always spare my weekend for my family. xD Since both my sis and I are having holiday, dad gave us 50 bucks each to spend. Hehe... Now it's time for us to be a naughty girl... =) Got money already, we planned to cut our hair, go for karaoke, play bowling, catch a movie, shopping, and etc. etc... Haha... Thank you daddy! We love you so much! ;) Alright then, that's all for tonight. Good Night! =)

Headache ==

Gosh. I’m really tired as what I do expected it yesterday. Class at 8am and luckily I make it. All thanks to Daddy, he drove like a mad this morning. Break from 11am to 5pm. Because of my quiz at 5pm, I need to stay for so long. If not, I will ask Daddy to fetch me back since tomorrow I will be busy for the whole day. Got a trip to Melaka for assignment. If it wasn’t because of the 5% participation, trust me, I won’t go. I’m lack of sleep recently. And that makes me feeling uncomfatable lately. Haiz. Anyway, I managed to sleep for at least 40-45minutes today at college, right in front of the aircond and a cooling fan on my left hand side xD met up with Oreo for lunch and then straight to DSA to do some revision. Feels so tired and lazy but my owl and Oreo supported me so much. Today Oreo helped me a lot too. She guided me, she companied me, and more. Haha. But I’m so sorry to her. Due to I wasn’t feeling well, having flu and sorethroat, I really ignored her so much. I just smile only. I talk less today cause I got no water to drink and my throat is freaking pain. I left my bottle water at home, then I went to buy at college, and I left it again in my class. Pity me, right? I’m so tired till cannot think properly already. But all thanks to my good friend which included you (Yuffie), I really did well in my quiz today. Hehehe. Hope my result are good too. Love you girls so much la. Damn happy although I’m tired. Hehe. I can feel the sweetness of my friendship XD and I hope you all are doing well. Good Luck!

Scared^^

As usual, after midterm, HELP will send a letter to our parents about our academic. I'm scared because I didn't tell my parents that I failed my IE and is now repeating that subject. I'm just worry that if my sister opens it, and she will finds out. That time, I'm soon gonna be dead. So, God, please help me. I need your help, your love, and I need you to protect me. I just hope that the postman will only send the letter on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday (optional). Please, can you grant my wish? God, I promise, I will do my best in IE this time! Please. Give me one last chance. Please. Amen.

Tired!!

Well, I’m so tired actually. Spent my day at college from 8am to 5.30pm! Feel so lazy to study but I got quiz tomorrow at 5pm! God, where got people quiz so late one? My class at 8am you know? I will be having break from 11am to 5pm you know? Crazy! Anyway, I’m waiting for my 12.30am show. After that show only I decide whether I wanna study or sleep since I have a long break tomorrow, why not I study tomorrow? Better right? Now my mind also not working, read equals to no read. Lol! By the way, I got all my schedule already. And I realize that I will be super busy and I won’t have the time for my final! Can you imagine that on 18/3 I will be having quiz for CTS, due date for ENG presentation outline, 19/3 study tour to Melaka, 20/3 preparation of slides for THM and so call outline for BUS subject, 21/3 presentation for THM, 24/3 got a presentation for BUS, 25-27/3 I will be going for HMC Leadership Camp, 29/3 I’m having an event evening for WTO, and finally 31/3 is end of the month already. (Another last 1 or 2 more presentation to go between end of March and early April), and sad to say, 9/4 is my FINAL! See, how am I going to study and prepare for my final if my time are mostly taken up? Haiz. And now, I think it’s time for me to stop blogging. I got an outline to submit tomorrow. Haven’t even started typing a word! Hmmm…..

So early ==

Haiz. Damn boring la at 8.40am this morning. Susan got class until 11.30am. Luckily got one boy (Susan’s friend) companied me until 9.05am. His quiz at 10am but he said wanna meet his friend at Ali Maju. Fine, after awhile Susan came. Hehe. Damn happy. But she is leaving me soon for her next class. Hmmm and then, guess who I met? I met Stephanie at the corridor! Hahaha. Told her to stay until 11.30am and she said ok, but she just have to buy some food to eat. And while I was waiting for her, I fell asleep. Till Mas came and poke my nose. Yeah, she was always that naughty. No change. Hahaha. Suddenly our table all full of people. First, 4 people. Then, left me alone. Then, 3 people, to 7 people. From 7 to 5. From 5 to 7. Then 6. Then 5, and finally I was alone again. Till 4pm only I go for quiz with Thushanya. Haha. Told her to take care of my bag before that =)

CTS ah!!

God. Can you believe it? That 20% of midterm I only got 1.76%! I'm such a failure la. Haiz. Ms. Winnie got a shocked too. She was damn worry and kept asking me why. She didn't expect that I will fail. Haiz. I'm so sorry Miss. I was confused between fallacies and etc. I don't wanna disappoint you actually. I saw your face were red and eyes were watery when you lecture us. Sorry Miss. Please, do not give up on us ya, miss! I promise, I will try my best. Hmmm.....

Stress

Seriously, I felt so stress last night when I checked on the e-learning to print my notes for Business quiz on Thursday. As I scroll down, I saw my lecturer posted "Midterm Result!" on the e-learning. I don't have a idea whether to click on it or not as mummy were sitting beside me! I have no guts. But in the end, I clicked and check on my result. Know what? I wasn't that disappoint, yet not that happy for myself too. I knew I will fail, as I got no confident. In the end, I really fail. But, wasn't really a failure though. 20% for midterm which means 10% can already pass. But I only got 9%! Ya, what the fuck right? I just don't understand why Quiz 1 and Midterm marks both are nearer to pass, but just can't pass. Noob right? Hmmm..... It's ok, I know all I can do now is to make sure that I have no careless mistakes on my Quiz 2 and coming final! =)

Forgetful ==

Wonder who forgetful, huh? Ok, it's me! How can someone forget his/her email and password for his/her own blog! Alright, this shows how long I didn't update my blog ya? Anyway, since I have to create a new blog AGAIN, I will definitely start from my recent happenings ya. I am so not gonna waste my time to copy paste. So, if you wanna know, just have a look at my pand4l33@hotmail.com(old blog). Thanks!